boysordeath's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Well i went for it with Ab; it was weird and fun and very different. Weird being close with someone right after someone else.. and before R it was someone else.. it's all kind of wearing, but I have a trust in this. Not that it'll necessarily work out, but he is my friend and he seems easy for me to love. I also broke it all the way off w R which was maybe sort of crazy to do just from a deeper conversation with Ab where we expressed our feelings. I sort of feel like I cherished this beautiful tapestry we had created only to throw it in the dirt. That doesn't feel good; I should have been more gracious somehow. It is a nutty risk, it's all risk, that I am taking. And other times I try to look at it as another blip in the road.. could be an awesome one. 7:51 p.m. - 2014-01-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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