boysordeath's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- queen of hearts meets the ace of sorrow!! i had a dream once that he had a heart, the bad feelings are written for review, for reminders, but they are not affecting me now. they are slipping into the past. but it is nothing to think about yet, as there is no proof of any improvement. just hope. and the hope brings much joy. a wishful joy, high but not yet surpassing my sorrow. i worry this is pathetic. but sometimes love is so insane. and i've never been in love without a rocky start. i hear that happens sometimes, sometimes things work. so i am ok with the wishful hope, i suppose. i'm keeping my head on. might as well continue to try to find it elsewhere, but not settle for a lesser joy. i have never been into that. hopefully it doesn't damn me to eternal lonliness. 12:58 p.m. - 2006-12-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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