boysordeath's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- once tabitha said that i had probably had a lot of failed relationships. this gets to me at times. i get tired of failing.. i don't know if i am ready to do it again. but i don't know if i am really one that is failing... the problem is not as much within me as it is discrepencies between what i want and who he is. i still love him for all that he is, even when he's a little asshole. i guess i just need to leave it though.. because little assholes sometimes give up easily, are judgemental, do not feel that their unhealthy ways of dealing with things need correction. i know a few nice dudes and girls that love me for who i am, find my need for open communication and my honesty refreshing.. do not ever even *think* i am capable of "being a bitch." hope that someday i love one of those dudes too.
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