boysordeath's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I tried telling someone I care about but have pushed away for a long time that I was maybe kind of sort of wanting to be more than friends. He told me he wished I would have told him all this before. That it was kind of bad timing. He's moving in 2 weeks. I maintained dignity, did not flee the situation. Told him I understood. I felt good I was brave enough to tell him. I felt rejected. But I am still alive. So it's kind of okay. I want to be brave from now on. I've lost too many people I loved because I feared they would not love me back, so I didn't start loving them first, even though I really did but just kept it all in. 11:02 p.m. - 2013-05-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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