boysordeath's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- paired reaction turns out he had started immediately sleeping with someone else.. they carpool every day for sometime now and i know they live no where near each other. plus, make out in the parking lot and other pda. this has felt so extremely shitty after being told he needed to be alone to figure out the divorce, for his son. not bc of me or some shit. and whatever, i don't know everything. but this has been shady and he's been inconsiderate. i went on a date. it was fun, good convo, handsome guy. but in the end we really have so little in common and so i just feel like shit. i have called this a "coupled reaction" of pain. his chaos, my chaos, his new chaos, my new chaos. they are coupled up. i have to sleep obviously. poor writing. just wanted to say "SHIT". 10:31 p.m. - 2014-02-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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